hmm...i guess today is a bit of a deep philisophical day for me. i've been just thinking about stuff. like what the hell am i going to do after high school? i need a direction. but everytime i think of something i might enjoy as a career, i think of a fault with it. so i move on to something else. my newest idea is veterinary school. like i think ( Read more... )

omg i am stilll sooo bored :(

damn im sooooooo bored. and i have a headache. i desperately need something to do

just got home from the lake today, we spent the weekend up there. it was awesome awesome weather for the boat. sometimes kinda boring bc dads friends from work were up there, and theyre all adults, so thats boring hanging out with them. but other than that it was lots of fun. its definitly the best way to spend your summer day, lounging about on a ( Read more... )

wow, its been oh...(looks at watch, but doesnt have one) a month since i've written lol. june went by so fast. axel came home :), my birthday, washington dc, school ending, going to the beach, hanging out with friends, its been awesome. ive been having so much fun. i'm so glad axels home! i missed him so much while he was at school, he doesnt even ( Read more... )

hey everyone, havent written anything worthwhile in a few days. actually im pretty sure todays not worthwhile. i've just been feeling anxious all day for some reason. like theres this unsettled feeling in my stomach. i dont like it at all. man i dont even know anymore. why does life have to be so confusing? i mean why cant everything just go how ( Read more... )

i havent written in a while...dont have much to say. today was a really good day though, i was in a wicked good mood. haha even though supposedly im an emo kid ( Read more... )

just got back from the mall, hehe. today was amazing, its been the first day ive done anything for myself in ages. well i took sats this morning, so The Man can tell me which colleges i can get into haha. i think i did good. i hope i did good. 2100 is my goal...but it wont happen haha. i got the stupidest writing prompt in the world, but by law i ( Read more... )

well its been a few days, yah. so...nothing much is new here. school's pretty much gay. i've been doing some sat prep lately, (which probably wont help), and i only have 5 pages of a ten page paper done and its due monday. and now i have another research paper due in june. a take home test due monday. sats and track saturday. work tomorrow. ( Read more... )

blah...just got back from a track meet. always the best part of my week-(rolls eyes). its especially fun when its raining, and cold, and everyone is being annoying. and by everyone i mean one person in particular who im sure can be a very nice person, but says the stupidest things ive ever heard in my life. and if your reading this and you know me ( Read more... )