So nothing new really. i still live in my apartment with david. i was having a hard time with it in the beginning  because i missed my family alot but ive finally gotten used to it i think. i love waking up to david, he is so cuddly @ night that i always wake up smiling. my job is going good. i'm not working too many hours right now but its not ( Read more... )

 my oh my i havent updated this baby in awhile. well now - graduation came and went. graduation parties came and went & so did summer. now im in college, im 18 & DAVID AND I GOT OUR OWN APARTMENT! y ea so as you can tell im obviously growing up =] haha im getting bigg! yay! i miss my mom alot of the time though. =[ it makes me really upset ( Read more... )

i cant believe highschool is already over. man, i remember the first day of my freshman year and arguing with ricky in the morning about starting school. haha and him telling me not to meet any new guys. man i didnt realize how deep i had already gotten myself. i was just reading my old xanga about my "pimp" summer (that ricky reminded me of ( Read more... )

well some things are different now... a of yesterday my hair color is back to darker brown. my orignal color. i like it alot more.. its me!! anyways, today my step mom called my cell to inform me that my uncle has liver cancer, and has about a week to live. they have been making funeral arrangements to be prepared for when it comes. i have never ( Read more... )

well-david living wit me has been amazing. hes lived her a little over two months now and i love it. after my last entry amanada and i have been talking alot more and hanging out, she spent the night too. were on our way to recovery mode.. bestriends agian. krista kray and myself have become really close <3 i love girl.  i would be lost without her ( Read more... )

Well well well.. i havent updated this thing in foreverr! Things have been going really well for me, in some cases. the job situation turned out good. i love my job @ the daycare. the people i work with are amazing, i love my boss & the job itself is incredible. im really glad it turned out for me. school has been okay, stressful & nerve wrecking ( Read more... )

so i wrote thiss long entry the other day about you and then when it came time to post it i decided not to. why waste my time. the last couple of months you have made me learn so much from you but not in a good way. you had me and you were the one who threw me away; and decided i was not worth your time. the 2 1/2 years we were together was a waste ( Read more... )

so its amazing how everything changes so fast. i went form having the worlds best friend, to not even having her at all. nothing. we dont talk. we dont assosicate. we arent anything. in a way it hurts, but in a way its changed me. i am a whole different person. but i believe for the better. i have so many new friends that i love. look at jordan for ( Read more... )

i remember when i could NOT wait to grow up, when i wanted a job, i wanted to be out of school, i wanted to be married, i wanted my childhood done and over with.. and now that im heading torwards all that im backing out. i dont want to grow up anymore. i am not ready for it. im only 17. i cant deal with it. i am so afraid to be an adult, making all ( Read more... )

i haven updated in forever. so i think im going to clue everyone in now. okay? okay!

- everything in my life was going to hell! i hated everyone and everything. i was stressed and cried almost every single day! but im finally doing better. i realized i dont need people. its pathetic!
- david and i had our ups and downs, and were fighting alot, i ( Read more... )