Losses are hard to count, especially when they are big or important things. Losses oftentimes leave a hole in your being. Major ones like various types of innocence can leave a scar. But I absolutely despise, I hate, I LOATHE when I lose something, or someone in this case, to something so ugly and so destructive as heroin. It sickens me that ( Read more... )

So today I went to class, and wrote an amazing in class essay, then I went to the nail place because they fucked up my top coat on the polish, and they replaced them for free; and then I went outside to tan a little and I got MAYBE a tiny shade darker; then I went to Walmart and bought Slimfast and Special K food, and then I went to the gym and I ( Read more... )

Sooooooooooo the privacy setting on all my entries is fucked... i'm really not in the mood to mess with this shit.
So I'm leaving it as is.

April 21st, 'nother photoshoot :]

Fuuuuuuuuuuuck.
I want a cigarette.

My mother is always up at ungodly hours.

Due to recent unfortunate events, the privacy on my LJ has been upped.
Thanks to my real friends for not being assholes<3

Maybe at a later date I'll feel like posting about this week and how much it's sucked. If i feel like thinking about it.

Blehhhhh.

So I had my first photoshoot today ( Read more... )

God, everytime he kisses me it's like everything disappears, and I'm falling.
There's nothing but his lips and mine, nothing is important and the world is set still.

I miss his lips.

I really really should be in bed, but I wandered over here to check on a few things. Myspace included ( Read more... )

I'm going back to being 16 andusing lyrics to cope with life's curves ( Read more... )

I think the worse hurt anyone can feel is that someone believed that you were a mistake, that they wanted to erase you, that everything that ever happened between you would have been with someone else and not you, that you feel like they are taking your moments and placing them in the recycle bin of memories.