Sulin put me in a bad mood so I only have one thing to say today: CONGRATULATIONS SARA! I knew you could do it hun.. ily <33

Alright kids.. a lot has happened since my last entry. I've been unhappy, hurt, frusterated, and disapointed. Today someone went into the girls locker room during my gym class, saw my purse, went in it, took out my wallet, then stole $70. Yeah, I was pretty upset. But then I was just sitting here thinking about it, and I realized it's not the worst ( Read more... )

I read Laura's last journal entry and decided she had a good idea.. Every day of my life seems to get worse and worse, and I just don't see the point in talking about it anymore. So this is going to be my last entry for a while.

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HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN LAURALOO*US* ANN KARETA!! I love my digital mario.. You're honestly the best person I know and I hope you have a well-deserved great day! Good luck with your driving test.. I know you'll do well!

I had the longest and best conversation tonight and it was with my mom. I finally see where she's coming from and I don't have any reason to lie to her anymore. I think I know how to be happy again. I need to figure out what I want, not care what people think, live my life for me and no one else, only do things that I want to do, and stop lying ( Read more... )

Today was a horrible day.. I wrote a whole entry about what pisses me off, but then I went to go eat dinner with my family and came back with 10 new things to add to the list. So instead of posting a long entry of complaints, I will just say this: Sometimes people suck.

New layout is DONE.. thanks to make_believe_ for my header and to xosunkissedox for my background <33

It's like there's still something missing.. Something that's not there, that's keeping me depressed. I don't know what to do.. But I'm not truely happy and I can't remember the last time that I was. I'm not dealing with this very well either. I can't drown my emptiness away no matter how hard I try. I'm going to post the lyrics that may explain my ( Read more... )

Ask her who my best friend is.. or what kind of music I listen to. She won't know. She doesn't care. She won't let me hang out with certain people. She doesn't even know them. So I lie. I have to lie to live my life. What does she want me to do? I already try so hard to please her.. and him. They're so used to my doing what they expect, so now they ( Read more... )

Alright.. I don't really have that much to say. School's ok. Some classes are boring, some aren't. Cheerleading and work are both fine. Dance hasn't started yet. Oh yeah, I want new friends. Except Sara, Meeghan, and Alicia.. they're keepers. Just kidding girls :-D.. but I really do think you love my family and dogs more than me.. haha. Anyway, I ( Read more... )