Wow its amazing how a month or 2 can change things!!! I have been about as happy as I have been in a long time lately.  I think in the past couple of years with all the trials and tribulations of my life i have come to really know myself and what i want out of life!

Seriously every girl needs to read WHY MEN LOVE BITCHES!  That book is awesome, and ( Read more... )

well here i am back in old miserable land. sometimes i think this is my comfort zone. like i live my life as though i am always going to end up back being miserable. well for the moment i am and i think livejournal is the only therapy available at the moment ( Read more... )

I really dont know who reads this but for those of you who do, i thought i would share something that meant something to me. Maybe it will help u.

A wise person once said, "See everything, overlook a great deal, correct a little."

"To forgive is good, to forget is better."

^ a lesson in self perservation lol.

Seriously idk what is up lately, a lot of weird things have been happening ( Read more... )

okay its been awhile and they changed the whole effin set up on me ( Read more... )

okay so yea...to follow my last entries about crazy bf #3! here is a little synopsys of wut happened today. As told to someone thru aim. im lazy i dont feel like retyping but i thought everyone could use a laugh.

Princess07318 (2:28:30 AM): im at blockbuster with my mom
Princess07318 (2:28:45 AM): and i realize that i had a card with christian that ( Read more... )

well its only 2pm and today has already been quite the day.  For some reason i thought that i only had work today and forgot about my class at 11 that i completely slept thru.  thank god at the end of the semester he drops one grade or i would be screwed.  he already doesnt like me and i doubt this is going to help my case ( Read more... )

did i tell you that i fucking love shaina?! i went to the toby keith concert with her on friday, it was so much fun.  even though i dont really like country music we had seats front and center at the sound advice amphitheater. i would have gone to see barney in concert if it was with her...we always have fun together.

I went to bonita springs this ( Read more... )

I think I can pretty much say with some certainty that it is finally over.  I am sick of being dragged around like I am some kind of malled stuffed animal.

For those of you who know me I have been thru quite an ordeal to say the least with my now past tense relationship.  I think I still seem to ponder the thought...or shall I say question of "why ( Read more... )

a series of excerpts from my 2am online convo's.  i don't understand it either ( Read more... )