Just a quick update to let you all know that i'm still breathing... well those that don't see me everyday. I use xanga more so than i do this. My xanga's cooler... lol just kidding. oh well Have a safe spring break yall.
love ya,
Steph

My day was ok until I called my mom to tell her that I was goin to work. Then she started to bother me about asking my boss for another week off. She doesn't understand that I can't do that anymore. It was one thing a couple months ago but after that i can't do that. She was like well you can't take a week off to go to Va then and I said well i'm ( Read more... )

After last night I don't think I can care anymore. Seriously, let's think about this. There are so many more guys out there and I chose the guy who's obsessed with my best friend. I'm not gonna put myself thru that. I refuse to let my senior year be ruined by that. So i won't.

Ima have as much fun as I possibly can, watchin football (GO Steelers! ( Read more... )

I don't know why I ever thought that Fonzo and I could work something out. I don't know why I'm not mad at him. I don't know why I still care so much about it. I do know it sucks and I can't change it. I've decided to give up on him. I don't think he ever really cared to begin with. I remember there was one time when he actually told me, the only ( Read more... )

Have you ever felt so ugly that everytime you look in the mirror you feel like the mirror should explode and send shards of glass so that maybe, just maybe you won't have to see yourself in the morning? That's how I feel every single day. I shouldn't. There's no reason for me to. I don't know. Btw, this is gonna be one of those depressed entries. ( Read more... )

Ok I know what that means, if you can figure it out, props to you. I'm kinda hyper or somethin...maybe i'm just tired. Anyway ( Read more... )

5 more months guys. That's it. Then we graduate :) I'm so glad it's a New Year. Even if it's gonna be the same old crap over and over again, I guess it brings a sense of hope. Hope...theres somethin I haven't said in a while ( Read more... )

Well I feel like kickin somebody's ass, and to be truthful, the two people that i'd love to break in half are both male...How bout that ( Read more... )

Another wonderful entry in my life...Not that my life is that bad but anyway. The funeral was yesterday and it still seems so surreal. Almost like I expect to see her walk in any second. I don't think I expected her to give up so easily. I don't know. i didn't cry at the funeral. I made myself not cry. It was easier I guess ( Read more... )

A little while ago, I said that my grandmother was getting better. Apparently shit hit the fan late last night and things didn't look good to begin with. Her temperature was 106 degrees, and her blood pressure was dropping like crazy. The doctors just couldn't help her anymore. She died early this morning. My mother was crazy with grief, so I can ( Read more... )