I'm tired of being a big joke ( Read more... )

in the last week i have....

listened to a lot of poison the well
punched my dresser
retired the Josh Helton hair flip...(I cut all of my hair off)
thrown up multiple times
and felt like shit.

I love my life...

this weekend is going to be full of whiskey...

This month has been full of ups and downs and i'm constantly struggling to pull myself back up. I'm battered and bruised and i'm running out of energy. I need something constant, I need a boost ( Read more... )

All i want for christmas.....

is you...

without a doubt this is going to be the most depressing holiday i will ever experience.

My dad threatened to kick me out of the house...
I have nothing left.
my life is heading straight down to the bottom of the mountain.
fucked

im sad beyond words.

...

As I was driving home from work tonight I noticed that the moon looked 10 x's bigger. It reminded me of this time from the first summer I spent with morgan. She had been having a rough night and I told her to go down to the beach with me, so we did, put down her whinney the poo blanket, and looked into the stars. It was awesome. I believe that ( Read more... )

I think kourt is cool....so im going to be like kourt for the evening ( Read more... )

I'm 20....

I wish Morgan was home

i went snowboarding yesterday.
my ass is blue.
but i had a blast and i can't wait to do it again.

I miss Morgan
shes coming home soon!
I love you baby!

happy birthday seanathon frank merron
happy birthday to me

thats all that matters.

Kourt's away message today is awesome!

im old.

i'm happy.

MLB<3

im exhausted ( Read more... )