bahhhhhhhh. humbug.
christmas is sucking this year.

we live in a society that says to be individuals, but they still promote uniformity. a society that puts a mask over you if they feel you serve as a problem. we live under a government that controls us through fear. a government that's not looking out for what's best for us, but what's best for them. our coworkers, classmates, friends, family ( Read more... )

my boyfriend = pretty much amazing
today was awesome
i love hanging out just us
cuase we dont fight or argue one bit
i think not going to the same school
has helped us a lot cuase when i do 
get to see him, i get so excitedd
yay <3 ( Read more... )

ps
i'm excited cuase my grandpa
said he can get me a scholorship
for collage & blah blah
woo..journalism for stephh
yay
<3

so today was frusterating as hell
i had such a bad day at school
for so many reasons
then i come home & all me & sean do is fight
over pointless stuff
but then we ended up just cracking up
cuase we realized how stupid we sounded
haha..i love it
and i love him
<3
but anywayss
the flingss this weekendd
i'm exciteed muchh
..
but thasss bout it kids

so schools goood.
i like my schedule too
but it sucks not having sean there
its weirdd..cuase i'm so used to
leaving everydayy with him
& now i dont..so blah
but whatever. i still see him 
during the week & weekends
i lovee himm<3 ( Read more... )

that boy fucking makes me smile
:]

i miss him
& i'd do anything to have things back to how they used to be

or atleast on good terms?? idk
True Love Never Dies

nothing is new ...finals tomorrow (health, bio, written)
ugh i FUCKING  hate Mr Ryan
hes such a jackass..i didn't get to do my paper
cuase i was in the hospital..& so it was late
so he told me to drop it off at his house (weird?? yaa)
but i didn't cuase i completley forgot
so today, he gave out gradesheets & i already knew i was in shit
& i went up to him ( Read more... )

i'm so sick of my family. i cant stand living with my grandparents anymore. they seriously treat me like i'm 4 years old. yepp i'm 16 thanks. they just have all these stupid rules & dont trust me with anything. i guess in a way, i havent given them a reason to completley trust me but whatever. Like today, i was at Kristys with everyone & my grandpa ( Read more... )