so i saw gerardo ( Read more... )

wow. where do i start ( Read more... )

today i marched in the protest ( Read more... )

is crazy

im still scared of getting hurt again

it terrifies me

but the more time goes on, the more i fall inlove again

i wanna close up my walls, and be inlove, but not vulnerable to letting that person be able to break my heart

but i can't... my heart has a mind of it's own, and it won't listen to me

it hasn't felt like this in a long time

yeah i know ( Read more... )

cousins on the run

george lays in henry ford with a hollow tip shattered in his body

my life is going crazy...

but on a lighter note, i now have treadmill

was the day junior and me got together

but we still arent back together

today would've been our anniversary

this is an extremely rough time for me. i can't even put into words the torture i've put myself through. my depression has put my through. the lexapro really helps me feel normal again, i <3 it. i noticed that if i dont take it- i feel anxiety and go right back into my depression. but lexapro works guys <3 ( Read more... )

yesterday, for, appearantly no reason, i broke down into tears. i couldnt stop crying. my mom took me to the doctor, where i met dr. ghani. she's so nice. she referred me to a psychiatrist, and gave me some anti-depressants called lexapro. she made me stop taking the zantrex though. she said when my results come back she'll prescribe me a good diet ( Read more... )

i've always known i was sad. but it's never been like this. i feel...hugged by sadness? it's so thick on me, it feels like it's hugging me... i know its weird but meh ( Read more... )