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Warning: Long entry.
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*stretches* Mhhhhhh.
It sure has been a while, hasn't it?
Haven't posted a "Public,” well-“Friends Only,” blog in quite some time...and I finally have a few minutes to just sit down and chillax a bit before bed.
The past few weeks have been absolutely insane.
Insane.
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"Friends with Benefits"
Boyfriend-Girlfriend.
Girlfriend-Boyfriend.
...the typical title that goes with two people romantically linked in a relationship.
Then there's the whole "Friends with Benefits" label for those who are casually seeing each other merely for the benefits.
Doesn't seem like there's much of a "friendship" there...
Especially if sex is the only gain.
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I haven't been held in a very long time.
It's been an 'off' night...a very 'off' night...and I'm so exhausted.
All I want is a hug...
I want a hug and an "it's going to be okay."
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I haven't cried in a while...it feels good.
It feels good but really shitty at the same time.
We're going on 3 hours, here, folks.
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I feel like a sped reject with a hard-on.
Why?
Because I have no idea what's going on.
I have no idea what to do.
It's like "Whoa!? A hard on!? Dee-dee-dee...what do I do now?!"
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*sigh*
I'm growing restless.
Everything's so mundane.
No school [for another week]
No job [for another week or two]
No motivation to move my ass.
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Got a bit too tipsy tonight...
...and realized that I am capable of being an emotional drunk.
God, this sucks so bad...so, so, so bad...
I want to cry but the tears won't flow...
..and my face feels as though a truck ran over it multiple times.
Everything was tip-top a few minutes ago...why this wave hit me is mind-boggling.
*Sigh*
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...Still empty.
Don't think I'll get my fill anytime soon.
I've been staying up until, on average, 6am for the last 5 nights.
It seems normal to me.
I dont know why everyone else seems to disagree.
I'm in the wrong zone, I suppose.
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I feel empty.
Something significant is missing...
...but I'm not quite sure what that is.
It's going to be a long evening.
Very long.
Someone prepare the noose.