as some of you know. i quit my job at target in may. for those who dont. i hated it. and got sick of it. and the rude people. iv been hunting around for daycares and havent had much luck. i had 1 interview and didnt get it. something about only need 1 person for just the summer. so whatever. so anyways. today i get a call from bill saying he has ( Read more... )

well for starters i am still alive. iv been trying to redo my journal but its not ever working for me. so w.e i guess. well bill and i are still together. we just made it one year one may 30th. i also finally turned 21. so i can actually have a drink when i go out to dinner now =P i have also quit target after being there 13 months. i couldnt ( Read more... )

Im back from another trip from pittsburgh. i really did not want to come home. it was in the 70's and even hit 80 when i went down. but ofcourse we got the shitty cold weather and snow like home here and the weather shit the bed for the rest of the time i was there. one day im in 2 tanks and flip flops and capris. and the next im in my winter coat ( Read more... )

okay so i havent updated in a realllllyyyy long time. but i am still alive & about. since the last time i updated i returned from my last PA trip. bill came home alot in the fall for school breaks. he wasent home as long as alot of schools around here for xmas break though. which sucked. for those not from NY. the weather was unreal for the fall ( Read more... )

So im back from pittsburgh and frankly i dont want to be. this 2nd time going there i have fallen in love with it and more in love with bill. he comes home again in 26 days for turkey break. i have realized if i did move in we'd be just fine living together. i miss him already like crazy and im not looking forward to being stuck here again. im ( Read more... )

I get to see my boy today. finally after 8 long weeks!!

working the 30th, 1st, 2nd, 4th, 5th, 6th, 8th, 10th, 11th, 12th, 13th, 14th

yup thats my life until i leave for PA

My boy comes home 2 weeks from today. im so excited!  =D

being in this house has sucked. my moms drinking moods are worse and im SICK of it. i fled to jennies for a few hours until it was time to go to unos. you dont sit on your bum all day and drink and when i wake up from falling asleep start screaming and yelling at me and bashing my boyfriend. and putting me down. and telling me bogus bullshit your ( Read more... )

22 more days until i can finally be in my boys arms and feel like myself again.

i love you .......