so its been a really long time since i updated.. not much i have really wanted to say i geuss.. especially wen everytime i read my screename (wonderwall) it just makes me think of HIM... ahh and today, funny how im updating today. what is it? hmm.. well its a lot i geuss.. a year from today the most amazing thing hapened to me. I met the guy I feel ( Read more... )

omg i havent drank so much for a longass time.. friday nite, saturday nite and finally relaxin tonight.. so its kool.. but i ad a good tme.. hanging out with tess and a buncha the fellows.. they were kool- thank god i got away frm reality- i think im gonna need to do this more often ;)

So Dawny and i arrived home last nite, around 11, i was really tired- bt for some damn reason i HAD to do everything RIGHT away. Whats new. So I did the laundry, caught up on my myspace, email and then finally took a shower. But i wasnt done yet. I had to then put lotion ALL over my body cuz the tan was causing my legs to be a lil dry and then i ( Read more... )

finally leavin for paradise, friday morning.. and i cant wait. to get away. to just relax for a few days without all my crazy surrondings, the reminders, the tortures. i cant wait to just soak up the sun, the love for my body, to feel at ease once again, if only for a few days.

you gonna miss me???

so its valentines day.. not the best day of the year for me rite now, but its ALMOST over thank god. i wish he would just call tonight, he doesnt have to be all romantic or w.e, just say hey and talk, see hows hes doing, maybe hell want to know whats going on with me... but its late so i geuss im just not gonna hold my breathe...

honestly i miss him so much rite now... no matter what im doing hes always on my mind, and this whole situation... ahh i just want it all to go back to how it used to be...

i had a really long and deep talk with my mom last nite.. im so glad i have her, nomatter whats going on i always know she is there for me no matter what it is, i love her so much ( Read more... )

im so miserable rite now... i just want to get away from all of this... i dont know what to do, im so lost rite now

So i havent updated for a bit.. on thursday I had my call backs which totally messed with my schedule t see mary and camille at gymnastics for metro so i had to miss that, i was soo pissed... then dawn and i went to gaudalahara (that mexican restuarant) and i got some food cuz i was starving ( Read more... )

So the weather has been gettin a lot beter.. sunnier and so am i .. life is defiantly starting to work itself out again, thank god ( Read more... )