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last night was good.
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so i havent updated in a while i guess.
nothing has happened.
halloween with chloe last night.
spend the night there.
:) fun.

michaels spending the night tonight?
i dont know.
i still love him.
sweet.

ill update later.

today was sweet. instead of doing a group piece for jazz hop in the winter show im doing a solo. i cant handle working in groups as prooven by my modern class. i just dont work well with a bunch of catty girls who think they are better then everyone who walks the planet. i dont get it, i mean if you were better than me, why arent you in a higher ( Read more... )

i need to face the truth.
im not over you.

Comparisons are easily done ( Read more... )

Right now Im starting fresh. You can put a strikethrough on EVERY entry Ive posted over the summer up until now. That chapter in my life has officially ended, and I am ready to start a new one. Im throwing out all of my leftover emotions from the relationship, and the break up, and all of my bad friendships, and everything negative, its just gone.
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im scared that im not going to stop feeling this empty feeling i have. nothing i do is making this better. i can laugh and pretend to smile, but its an act. im not happy. the truth is i lost my boyfriend, my best friend, the only thing ive been able to call home in a long time. i put my heart and soul into it, and it got crushed. and im not bitter ( Read more... )

im so heartbroken. tomorrow is going to be so incredibly hard.
:( :(

i just want to hug him, and make things okay, but things will never be okay.
i ruined it. i caused too many fights, and he just couldnt take it anymore.
but i loved him, with everything i had.

i dont know how much longer i can pretend that this doesnt hurt, things have been really good lately, but im just starting to think you'll never love me like i love you, and that hurts me, a lot.
:(