just wanted to tell everyone to add american_legion to their friends list. Its my brother's journal and he needs friends. haha

new journal

i've thinking a lot about Becca these past couple of days. i guess, even after a month and a half, i'm still in utter disbelief. i miss her so much ( Read more... )

cellar door

goddamnit! i have to work today, and i don't want to. blah. oh well... i'm gonna miss the patriots game. i have missed way to many this year. last year i missed on freakin game... ONE! and that was the first one. this makes me sad. ohhh well...

so when i was at my parents house yesterday, i found the book cliff had gotten me for my birthday. i had lost it for the longest time. like it was gone all summer and up until yesterday. at first i was like, okay i can finally give that to him. but then i decided i wanted to burn it... rid him of my memories. i really can't wait to do that. it's ( Read more... )

So there I was, cleaning my room, trying to get it all organized... WHEN SUDDENLY I got really bored with it and decided to come and do a survey that I swinked from my dearest Tyger. I know I've done it before, but I have nothing better to be doing (except maybe finishing my room, lol)

( why don't you give me a call when you decide your willing to fight )

So it's christmas. and to be honest, it's kind of sucked. i am very very grateful for everything i got. i loved all of my gifts. but it just doesn't feel like christmas. i don't have any of that spirit that i had years ago. i miss it, to be honest. but now, its just like i hate the holidays. i really do. they're so stressful. especially this year. ( Read more... )

HAPPY HOLIDAYS

hope everyone's holidays are a bright and happy one.

<3

it really hurts to be back home. all i feel like doing is crying. i can tell that my mom doesn't even want me here. wtf. i should have just stayed with laura. but then again, heather and i are fighting. wtf. i have really just screwed my life up!