wow... i really just need to disappear. i fuck everything up. i don't ever do anything right.

she totally hates me.

awesome job, allie!

and goddamit. i have this HUGE crush on someone that it would never work with. wtf.

i'm so sick of this life.

well today, for the most part was fun.
didn't go to much school. i just had no focus. i never do anymore. i can't concentrate. like at all. oh well. i'm a fuck up anyway.
so today was fun, up until like 3 hours agoish.
i dunno.
hung out with danie most of the day. it was fun. got a card in the mail from tasha YAY! ((thanks tasha)) um... hung out ( Read more... )

Oh man. I just dyed my hair for the first time ever! it is so hott. i am no longer a virgin to dyed hair... that cherry was popped this evening. hehe. YAY. omg. i love it so much!
( if i hadn't set aside the fact that you're broken hearted, hell knows where your heart would be today... )

so. yesterday, i don't even remember. worked. thats about it ( Read more... )

So today ended up being a really bad day. school was fine. it was when i got home. i just felt, shitty. but i acted fine. then we got to the doctor's... and i HATE doctors... but i was sitting in the waiting room, anxious to go on depo. heather went first. i had to fill out some forms and shit. then, like 15 minutes later i was called. well with my ( Read more... )

( a friend who bleeds is better )

so, i go on the shot tomorrow. yay! no more periods!
and i am supposed to be getting anti depressants. i guess that will be good.
i was talking to andrea, this girl i work with, and she told me how she wanted to see what would happen if she didn't take them. she said that it was the worst mistake of her life. so my guess is that they will actually ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
                                             TO

HEATHER LIEGH HARLOW!

I LOVE YOU! Your amazing!!

*sings*
Happy Birthday to You!
Happy Birthday to You!!
Happy Birthday dear Heather!!!
Happy Birthday to Youuu!!!!

( pictures for you! )

oh man. i forgot to add: lexie, madge's daughter drew me a picture! its so awesome. i will find a way to post it so you can see it. Lexie is only 6. she has really nice handwriting for so young, and is so good at drawing! btw, madge is my shift leader! lol ( Read more... )

okay. so my day was... interesting. i went out shopping with my auntie. that was okay. i got kinda restless, and my aunt is so silly, kind of embarassing sometimes, but i love her nonetheless. anyhow, so i went out with her. then it was time for work. i did paperwork for about an hour and a half. and my starting pay was $7.25. HOWEVER! because i ( Read more... )