heres the deal

i really tried in school this week. i really did. after the PTC i realy tried to get my grades up, and they did in most classes. but in science i had a test, and i faield it. and now my moms talking about moving back to new york. really soon. and . we all know. i REALLY dont want to move back to new york . because ive got the ( Read more... )

....i just wish you were here <|3

it was my one month anniversary yesterday .. my first anniversary ever ...

and i didnt even see my boyfriend :(

... i had a parent teacher conference today. it sucked anal

and wednesday is my one month ..monthaversary? ... :) longest relationship yet <3

i cant talk to my boyfriend because "he doesnt need my bullshit"

i cant talk to my bestfriend because "she hates me and never wants to talk to me again"

my other best friend thinks "im a filthy whore who deserves to die"

my other best friend is "sleeping and too tired to talk to me"

so who do i turn to.

Well I saw you with your hands above your head ( Read more... )

i hate my boyfriend.

and aubrey just choked me.

this is how it went .. woke up, cried, got to school, cried, in 1,2,3, & 4th period- cried, at lunch, cried, got home, cried, after dinner, cried, listening to music, cried, talked to people on the computer, cried, went outside, cried, studyed, cried...

i miss the thought of us <3

I watched the walls around me crumble ( Read more... )

i just wanna talk to you

my broken heart just has no use

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