yeah.

so, uh. i havent updated this thing in such a long time
i miss it

woohooo for internet diaries.

im reading a magaziene
and listening to music
and talking to chris
and dara

woohooo =)

yeah, myspace is better.

i freaking try hard in school
and my grades are
F F D D C B A
life sucks.

well, i broke up with chris last night, and i am glad i did. ive never felt like, stronger as a person. when we were together he treated me like he was able to do anything to me & id still be there for him, like he took advantage of me because i fell in love with him. i know thats not how he thinks of it but its how it made me feel, i mean he stood ( Read more... )

ive realised alot in the past two days. ive said some meaningful stuff and i dont know why but all of this is just hitting me now. but heres what i have to say about it all. your future gets dealt to you like a deck of cards. your never gonna know what comes next. sometimes you get the aces, and sometimes you get the two's. you have to learn to ( Read more... )

im really bored, fighting with jessica ((Chris's baby mama)) && shes a really big cunt... anyways, today was boring as fuck.. went to aubreys at night... love that girl to death & now im back home.. i should be with shawnie & a buncha peoples getting high tho.. oh well.. love always

Random long boredomness.. 200 questions

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The basic you-nessNamebriannaAge14Age you wish you were16Are you a student?yesWhat grade?ill be in 10th this yearBirthdaynovember 12Hair colorbrownEye colorgreenHeight?5'3Any nicknames?briAre you a chick or a duck?chick?The ever infamous This-or-that game ( Read more... )

i havent updated this in a really long time, so i figured i would. well. woke up late this morn..but i caught the bus, and when i got off the bus i saw bailey :) and he gave me a BIGGG hugg because he knew i was sad ((since me and chris broke up :'( and then we went to the 5 building and sat there and like.. cried. but then i went to 1st hour, and ( Read more... )

aubrey is the coolest fucking kid that ive ever met and i love her to death

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

dont hate

im not sure what to do anymore. i keep getting hurt, and i hate getting hurt. i hate when he makes me cry. but i cant let him go. im not gonna talk to him for a couple of days since hes grounded. and thats gay .. and i already havent talked to him in 2 days. and i just cant put up with this anymore, every time we try to get together, he stands me ( Read more... )

was the worst day ever. but its okay. because it got better. i love you guys ♥