i just want to say this.  why cant you grow up and stop lieing.  your hurting people like me and lindsey, abnd i know lindsey deffinately doesnt deserve that.  your lucky a girl like her even thinks about you.  fucktard, get some fucking balls and get them out of her purse.  maybe when you stop acting like your 10 and act more your age, or mayeb ( Read more... )

i dont understand it anymore.  why do i get so emotional about things now, why do i feel like verything just dpesnt go well anymore.  i want things to be how they were like three years ago.  when nothing mattered and i was friends with everyone.  my best friend just made me really sad, and i wanted to cry, boys make me feel like im not good enough ( Read more... )

( do this yo )

i just got home, i smell bad, am hungry and am tired, those three dont mix well.  hehe.  okay, well i plan on sleeping all day tomorrow.  yay!  val and i really need to finish working on our long term. aahhhh, dinner is almost ready, and i need to do homework.  i need to start being nicer to my parents, i dont meen to be mean to them sometime, but ( Read more... )

so yesterday i stayed home and cleaned and did nothing.  it wasnt that bad.  i was bored and now im bored too.

this morning we played mt. lebanon for school, we lost.  wow, i played third the whole game and did good, but here is what pissed me off.  i didnt get to hit, ms adams had lyndsay hit for me.  grrr.  i was so mad because megan riggos or ( Read more... )

i havent made an entry in like 4987609387 years. but oh well, it is probably because all i do is sleep anymore.  oh well. sleep is good, but anywhoo, nothhing has really happened except i have continued to neglect my homework, i play softball nonstop, and i eat too much.  i think i am sick right now because my throat hurts like a bizatch, and i ( Read more... )

it has been too long my friends . . .i have very scarce time to update anymore with softball and all.  oh well.  i have done nothing for the past year.  whatevs.  i have no life, i like it though.  actually not, i do the same thing every week day.  i got to school.  after waking up . . . then try to hurry up and do all my homework from the night ( Read more... )

here is the play by play of my last few days . . .friday=blah, i dont remember, must not have been too important.  saturday, i sat at home and died my hair and had absolutely no reason to be alive.  sunday=okay  i hung out with laura, it was cool.  monday=love love love.  cant say anything else.

now today, tuesday.  school, got there late, i had ( Read more... )

I'm in a pretty good mood right now, you probably wouldnt be able to tell though, it cant really be seen.  i like this kid a lot.  heh, he makes me happy.  whatever.  this weekend was kind of, pointless.  oh well.  practice was today.

all i have to say right now that i really need to let out is . . . i fucking can NOT stand kettie any more.  ( Read more... )

gffbh