I need to get violent and I need to get violent fast. You don't give me an impossible deadline and tell me I'm a sorry ass bitch when I tell you I can't make it. Two hours for an entire day's work and then absolutely no time for the other deadline. I'm sick of people thinking the can fucking run me. I'm not programed for others' needs and I'll be ( Read more... )

Li'l miss miss, I say. Eeeh. That whole 'self-hate' thing is flaring at the moment. Match that with having to go to the beach when I actually don't want to, missing a reunion with an old friend, Hating absolutely everybody in the town I live in and having to smile at them when smiles really aren't wanted and you have one wreck of a holly. One wreck ( Read more... )

I am amazingly sick of people's bullshit that just keeps piling up on other people's bullshit upon other's. It's a ridiculous cycle that's going to bury me bit by bit until i'm smothering in the stupidity of it all. People can't even seem to make up good lies anymore. I think I would actually enjoy having some bullshit thrown at me if it were very ( Read more... )

I just tore my room apart to get everything clean and now it's all disassembled on the floor in one big pile. I don't know where the impulse to clean everything came from, but for some reason I feel like if I can change my room to where I like it, then I can change myself to where I like me ( Read more... )

It's very odd to be ( Read more... )

I'm going through that around-people-for-longer-than-I-can-handle-syndrome, and it's about to drive me up the damned wall. Let me point out that being quiet is not that fucking complicated ( Read more... )

i'm all angry ( Read more... )

we all fall down ( Read more... )

a little itty bitty annoying speck is somewhere in my vision, and no matter how hard I blink it will not leave. It is all very seering behind my eyes because of this as my brain fights itself in a tumult of pointless self pity and anger that is all derived from this little itty bitty annoying speck.
Some please.
Tell me where the hell the windex is

I'm spinning around ( Read more... )