3 years ago, i was so young, i was so niave. everything i wrote about in this journal 3 years ago, has little meaning and absoutely no purpose as it did to me when I was going through all of that. I'm not in love anymore thats for sure. I don't even think I know what the word "love" means, because everything I loved (with the exception of my ( Read more... )

Someone, no matter what time in your life, is going to make you feel as if your not good enough. And to tell me you would say "fuck u" to them and move on would be a complete and utter lie ( Read more... )

ahhh tonight. Well today i handed in my application to fuddruckers and i applied to delta sonic!!! hopefully i'll get the deltaaa sonic jobb, just cuz they pay more and KARINA and i and meggg would have so much fun! Um...i went out to dinner at fridays with britt, felish, steph and court it was fun. Didnt get anything though cuz i wasn't hungry( ( Read more... )

well anyways so i got my report card and my punishment was NOT GOING ONLINE FOR A DAY. wow that was really hard i almost cried...hahaha NOT. I got to clean my room so that was great. Um.mmm yesterday in school was pretty boring, but lisaa kicked the shit outta this mary girl in ping pong!!! fuckkk yess. If she woulda lost, it woulda been over for ( Read more... )

-Julie isn't coaching varstiy cheerleading next year. Shes teaching at Clarence now. Yeaa well that might not seem interesting to you, but for all my other girls, they know how bad its gonna suck. Who can teach the twins to fly in 30 minutes? Who can come up with amazing competition stuff and motivate us to do better and better? She gives the ( Read more... )

im counting down the days till may 13th...19!!!!!!!!! lol me and desooo are gonna be springing into action. Be scared...seriously. AnYwAyS...i went to the mall today. Got a skirt from hollister. OMgg i loved these jeans there, but they only had a Longg, im a shortyy so i need a regular. ? should i order them online...still deciding :-/. But ( Read more... )

lizzie 7749: guess who won their competiton and beat out 40 girls today ( Read more... )

fridayy...englishh ankit got a bloody nose, holy shit it was amazing i like sprinted outta the classroom to "help" ankit with his nose bleeed, aka i wanted to leave so bad that i just went haha. Then in global me and jamess thought vishal had an sbd...silent but deadly...and yeahh he did. But anyways later i went to britts we got readyy had ( Read more... )

me and felicia are back in business :-) yess SO0o0o pumped!!!!! um...so anywayysss MAY 13, be prepared...me and DESO will be out n about doin our thangg and taking care of what need to be done immediatly. Well todayy i got a "incomplete in photo" woah. Thats something u can't really top. It's only cause mr.galvin has been mia for 4 days!. English ( Read more... )

omgg this girl on amerias top model is so wierd....its so wierd...she likes being in a coffin underground...woww thats an amazing accomplishment i've never seen that one before um...i guess its hot? hahah. Well anywayss todayy school was boring but I kinda tried to make it fun but whatever. KARINA AND I WERE ON TIME FOR ENGLISH!!!!!!!!!! be fuckin ( Read more... )