i had another werid dream last night ( Read more... )

ugh...today was AH! i was late to volley ball my 4th fucking time! couch gave me a strike! and when u get 3 strikes ur off! and that was not even our first practice! plus i dont think im on the a team =/ ugh i wanted that so bad!but oh well i dont always get what i want. then at lunch Evan was spraying this deodrant spray on me! then igot him back ( Read more... )

this morning i woke up tired at 530! i had to get ready for volleyball try outs...i feel bad because if i make this team i know im going to have to wake up at 530 for like 3 freaking months! and that means more sleeping in class! and i could miss out on things and get low grades =X! today i slept majorly in reading! i even had a dream ( Read more... )

today was a great day. i find myself sleeping alot more in math and science...i think its because i have practice in the morning for volleyball now and i have to wake up at 530 but u know me i go to bed like around 1130...damn i seriously need to get to bed earlier! well yeah anyway today was a really good day...i wasnt anoyed with anybody...for ( Read more... )

what sam and i share...what is it? is it love or just lush? what ever it is i like it in a way. but im scared. im scared of getting my <33 broken again. and even though i know i will get over it(like all the others) and move on but im still gonna have that lush for him and im gonna wonder what could of been there. im afraid of becoming closer to ( Read more... )

damn do i feel good! im so happy im back with Sam. when im talking to him i dont know (this sounds so korney but its true *blushes*) he makes me feel so...so...i dont know how to describe it. its indescible. i love it. tommrow is the 8th..one month ago it was my birthday and one month ago i met him. wow. adam and kayla that was a great b-day gift.. ( Read more... )

tonight was a fun night =). kayla ashley and me went to the movies and met sam and adam there. we saw the grudge and omg its like not scary but just jumpy...=/ good thing sam was there lol ;). we sat in only 3 seats and like it felt like more than that...3 seats and 5 people..lol well yeah i had a really good night =D sometimes i wonder...why me? ( Read more... )

i did it....im single.

im breaking up with him. its funny how i thought this is what i wanted, but really i dont want him...i want someone else...i know i know ur prouble thinking what a skany whore...but really the person that i've liked this whole time i knew and liked way before my "boyfriend" soon to be x...and i feel so incrediable bad for doing this but u know why ( Read more... )

is it possiable to like some one...but like another? i just dont know anymore. this doesnt feel right.i feel like some skanky whore right now=(. damn why did this happen. why couldnt it be a diffrent way...and i just DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO! this is hard ( Read more... )