The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere
Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
Cause I wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly
The silence isn't so ( Read more... )

got the depo shot yesterday at 8:30am ( Read more... )

My boyfriend just helped me come to a realization that I never, not once in my life, wished would happen.

I miss/love/care about him more than he does, me.

My stomach won't stop turning. My eyes are welling with tears and every other word I read or think of reminds me of our conversation.

I'm supposed to be studying Evolutionary Biology right now. I ( Read more... )

I can't tell you how amazing my boyfriend has been to me ( Read more... )

You want to act like Walt?

Go ahead. Throw everything we've worked for down the fucking drain.

You'll end up right where he did.

Why can't they stay in the past?

They make me sick. Both my own and my boyfriend's.

Hmph.

So much for sleeping tonight.

Feeling lonely. And upset. Very depressed actually ( Read more... )

What a misunderstanding.

I can't even explain it all, even beginning to think about it exhausts me.

So tired. Going to study Microbiology a little and then probably go to bed.

P.S.
I think last night was the best sex of my life.

I think I just experienced the calm before the storm. The last hour and a half were surprisingly nausea-and-tear-free ( Read more... )

My stomach is ridiculously nauseous.

This waiting game is torture. And it isn't fair by any means.

I'm ready to puke/cry my brains out.