Another Stupid Argument ( Read more... )

Steak is yummy in my tummy. I just ate my leftovers from my somewhat-date with Daniel tonight. I paid. FINALLY. Woohoo!! :D ( Read more... )

I feel depressed and sick. My stomach is churning and constantly trying to escape via my throat. My head hurts. My eyes don't want to focus on anything. It's hard to breathe ( Read more... )

Have you ever hated yourself for staring at the phone?

Your whole life waiting on a ring to prove you're not alone

It's only half-past the point of oblivion.

It was only a matter of time before you screwed it up.

Congratulations. You let your crazy ruin everything. I'd high-five you but high-fiving yourself is pretty fucking stupid.

I hope you cry until your eyes swell shut. You deserve it.

Worst day in a long, long while.

Best part: fighting with Daniel on the way home tonight. (And yes, this statement was meant to be served with a large helping of sarcasm).

The past few days have sucked between us.

Maybe I was right to hold off telling him what I thought he needed to know. What I thought was true...?

It doesn't matter. I'm really tired ( Read more... )

You were such a surprise; an unexpected gift
Said I was pretty, and I believed it
Not really used to all this attention
Told myself I don't deserve you, and this is just a phase
Could I get used to being loved the right way?
I wanna argue, but there is nothing to say

Oh love, I think I'm ready, ready for it

I've got a tight grip on reality, but I can't let go of what's in front of me here.

I know you're leaving in the morning when you wake up; leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream...

You are the only exception.

And I'm on my way to believing.

So sleepy ( Read more... )

I thought Daniel was calling and asking if I had plans for tonight because he wanted to do something. Lol. Silly Saira. That's what you get for assuming. Kinda made a fool of myself, but that's okay. It happens ( Read more... )