You're not allowed in my room anymore
I enjoy you
But far too often
You are not good for me
But I can't get away
Delicious
Supportive
Comforting
I depend on you
To get me through the drama
The homework
The lonely nights
The weekends
Always there for me
But such an awful temptation
It has to end
But how can I let you go?
To lose you would be a tragedy...
My dear, ( Read more... )

Things you love and hate to hear on the weekends:

let's hang
let's get you out
sorry I have other plans
goin out...sorry
wanna come over?
come over
I gotta go drink some more
busy...sorry
I'm drunk
let's get wasted
I miss you
hey, what's up? nothin...heading out...later, bye!
can't I have plans
you're pretty
I'll make out with you
are you the angry vagina girl?
it' ( Read more... )

 To You My Friend:

I've given you enough of...
my time
my innocence
my secrets
my wishes and dreams
my laughter
my hope
my feelings
my trust
my boundaries
my body
my friendship

and you just don't deserve it anymore
in fact
you never did
you made me feel good
about myself
about life
like you were someone I could trust
was I wrong?
what's the deal?
I won't put out...
so ( Read more... )

In 308

stuck
trapped inside
encased
either pad the walls
or get me out of this place
longing
hoping
wishing
for something new
to break the routine
drab life
taking the same roads
going the same places
nothing new
needing excitement
spontaneity
to be free
from this monotony
everyday
step by step
cross it off
what's next
no adventure
no fun
routine
rehearsed
perfected
could do ( Read more... )

Let the madness begin...

 And she's just so desperate to fall in love that it makes her want to cry.

So I've been having some trouble sleeping lately ( Read more... )

I can see this is going to be much more difficult than I had anticipated...
So it's time to cut all ties...
No matter how much it hurts...

This will be good for me...
And if I keep telling myself that...at some point I will grow to believe it.

I have realized ( Read more... )

I've come to realize some things lately.

I am not who I used to be.
I am not who I want to be.
I do not like who I am becoming.
I am not ready for a relationship.

How can I expect to make a relationship work if I can't even figure myself out right now?

It seems I just always come back to this spot.
I know I've talked about it before.
It's my faith life.
Why ( Read more... )