It took me 4 tries to log into this. I've been a busy boy. I got a girlfriend finally. Her name is YELENA. Yes, you are probably pronouncing her name wrong already. Anyway... My computer effing broke. I was like AHHH. Ryan and I need to hang out some more. RYAN GOT A JOB AT MY WORK. I referred him of course. So me and him will be pimping it out... ( Read more... )

"ill state that this entry is emotional. meant for 2 people. ben, and ashley. im sorry your mom died. i considered her my mom as well. she always took me in wen i needed a bed. so heres a little something so i can remember her by ( Read more... )

I guess she hates me. Haha. People hate me and I don't even know why. People can't give valid excuses for anything. Only because I'm his friend, so once she got rid of him, she'd get rid of me. I like how all this drama occurs right after my mom dies. No one is supportive anymore. Just very selfish. They care only about themselves, and only about ( Read more... )

I don't like girls who go from liking one boy, to another, to another, to another. Stay away from me and please do not talk to me.

I'm scared.

I'm surprised. But I understand now.

My mom died this morning. Complications of cancer. Now I don't know what to do.

Batman. Da na na na na na na na!

Benster doesn't know what to do. Today's a sad day. I cried today. Over something that I shouldn't have to cry over. I said in my away message, "Something so small turned into something so big, and now it's gone and there's nothing anyone can do to save it. To save you. To save him. It's gone." It's no ones fault. It just faded. It's hard to say ( Read more... )

First journal entry. Hoorah! Ok Benster is going to lay down. Later kiddies.

PS. Everyone who I added better add me back. Or my mission will be failed, AND I'LL CRY IN MY CORNER.

Written by: BENSTER FRANKLIN!