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[x___recherche]

all eyes on the calender
another year i claim
of total indifference
to hear the days pile up
with decisions to be made
im sure all of them were wrong
into this song
i send myself
and with these drinks
i plan to collapse and forget
this wasted year
(these wasted years)
devoted friends, they disappearim sorry bout the phonecall

Comments

[starcrossedlies]

you bolded all the words that hit me the most, too.

i love that song.

<3

[x___recherche]

i love it as well.

its strange how no one is really ever alone in how they feel but can be so divorced from everyone around them.
i think we can really learn a lot from one another

xox.

someone or something wants a challenge out of us.

[ohwhy]

i always forget that it's time to make new memories. always. when youre old and wrinkly you can think about old memories until then look forward, there's time.
people make new years resolutions to enforce the fact that another year is gone, they forget about time, they forget about themselves and life, really.

Re: someone or something wants a challenge out of us.

[x___recherche]

you are incredibly right.

'im afraid of time. i mean, im afraid of not having enough time. enough time to understand people, how they really are, or to be understood myself. im afraid of the quick judgements and mistakes everyone makes - you cant fix those without time. im afraid of seeing snapshots instead of movies.'

[x___recherche]

xox.

[pinkcitylights]

The past is magnetic. It draws us in, & we can't help ourselves. As with other things we can't help ourselves but do, we make up explanations, reasonable-rational explanations...to chant away the powerful things that no longer belong to us.

♥

[x___recherche]

magnetic indeed and im a steel-bellied girl.

do you mind if i add you?

[pinkcitylights]

not at all:) i'd love to add you.

[x___recherche]

its settled then.

=)