moving (on)

i miss things seeming better. the trees were taller & the playground was bigger. like a dream, but not. i miss the woods. my neighbor & i made a club house under an evergreen tree. we called it the canopy. we found bricks somewhere in the woods, so we made a little campfire site, & put an old grill across it. we said when we were older we would ( Read more... )

im not sure who im living for anymore because it certainly isnt me.

as seen at __torn letters.dear chambered muscular organ in vertebrates that pumps blood received from my veins into my arteries ( Read more... )

all eyes on the calender
another year i claim
of total indifference
to hear the days pile up
with decisions to be made
im sure all of them were wrong
into this song
i send myself
and with these drinks
i plan to collapse and forget
this wasted year
(these wasted years)
devoted friends, they disappearim sorry bout the phonecall ( Read more... )

'ive thought a lot about death recently, the finality of it, the argument ending in mid-air. one of us hadnt finished, why did the other one go? and why without warning? the troops broke through the window and snatched the body and the body is gone. the day before the wednesday last, this time a year ago, you were here and now you're not. why not? ( Read more... )

my name isnt on the bottle ( Read more... )

Urban sprawls sub-sister ( Read more... )

not changing, just starting over.wishing on a dream that seems far off ( Read more... )