A lot of stuff happened recently… Stupid things… I don’t know really. Shawn and I broke up. He broke up with me… He has a lot of stuff going on right now… I don’t know if we should be together. But I want to be. Which is weird because before he broke up with me I didn’t really know what I wanted…. And now I know. But it’s okay that we aren’t ( Read more... )

I am really confused... by so many things right now. I just don't know what's going on. Amanda and I stll aren't talking, but I did give her a ride this morning, and things seem to be a little better. Just a little, though... And I'm basically going to have to be with her all day... But it'll be okay, I hope ( Read more... )

It's a tragedy that I have no time to spare, yet I find myself here. Yet again. On the same day as I wrote earlier. Hmm. Procrastinate much, eh? So, upon reading that of someone's life, I have come to the realization that this person is right. Attachment is the death of every relationship, romantic or not, I have come to realize. Being with someone ( Read more... )

It's been... well life I guess. Not too much has happened besides Amanda deciding not to talk to me. Whatever. I am just sick of this whole... "I'm talking to you... wait I'm not" bullshit that she does, at least twice every year. It's immature and I'm not going to deal with it. She won't tell me why she's not talking to me, fine. I'm not going to ( Read more... )

I'm in a good mood, besides the fact that I am exhausted... But whatever. Shawn came over yesterday... It was fun. We went to Taco Bell and he decided to be cool and spill his gross Mountain Dew... It was fun. yeah, so I guess we are going out now... yeah. it's cool. I'm in such a blah mood. Andy gave us a ride to school today, and he's giving us ( Read more... )

Stolen from Amanda... who stole it from Mike... who stole it from ( Read more... )

I'm really tired, but I can't sleep... I don't know what's wrong with me tonight. Yeah... So Shawn rode my bus home after school. We hung out for a bit; until I had to go to work. I don't know what's going on between us. I don't know if we are just... yeah, or if we can be something maybe more. I know that I like him, more than I thought I would. I ( Read more... )

Things have gotten better... boring still, but better. Not that I know what's going on with this whole situations, but since nothing is happening, I am guessing that things will be okay... Um... I have to go to WI all weekend. I hate it there. Fuck. This sucks. I'm dull ( Read more... )

Homecoming was so much fun. It was a blast! Yeah... But Ericka stole Amanda's bowl out of my car and broke it. Yeah... So Amanda's really pissed, I guess. She's gonna talk to her about it tomorrow and whatnot. Yeah... She's gonna make her pay for it. But I mean, I don't know what she was thinking... Yeah. Oh, and thanks Scott. With out you, I would ( Read more... )

Fourth block... We decided yet again to come here, so I am yet again, not doing my work. Whatever. I don't care. Fuck school, I guess ( Read more... )