I'm sorry to everyone who asked to be added to my journal... I've decided to just make a new one. It's easier then deleting all of my old entries here, or turning them friends only. I'm really sorry. I'll add all the people who asked to be added, to my new journal, so they don't have to ask again. But if you didn't ask, you still gotta, but on my ( Read more... )

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(DAY ONE) Asleep mid sentence- the words fell apart. No one is listening anyway. This day will soon turn black and my "wants and needs" will spill on my burning ashes. I learned to be selfish today... I learned to be alive. These things I care for are my personal gain and my personal happiness only. Why should I sit in your chair and satisfy your ( Read more... )

took this from amanda... yeah.

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You are still single because you are afraid you
might get hurt, inside you, you are very
romantic but you never show it, cuz you don't
want someone to play with your feelings, you
like your parner to be understanding and
patient, someone who cares about you, deep
inside knows that you will find them one day.

Why are you still single? (girls& guys)
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Let's see... am I really a slut?

I HAVE KISSED SOMEONE:

on the cheek.
on the lips.
on their hands or fingers.
in my room.
in their room.
of the same sex.
of the opposite sex.
related to me. (in a family kind of way)
younger then me.
older than me.
with jet black hair.
with curly hair.
with blonde hair & blue eyes.
with flaming red hair.
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moving in slow like the smoke from your cigarette.

every step closer's a step that we both will regret.

keeping a tally, but who can keep track?
your overreacting is taking me back to a time better left alone.

holding onto the phone, holding onto this glass, holding onto the memory of what didn't last.waiting for better words, they'll never ( Read more... )

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so impressed with all you do
tried so hard to be like you
flew too high and burnt the wing
lost my faith in everything

lick around divine debris
taste the wealth of ,hate in me
shedding skin succumb defeat
this machine is obsolete

made the choice to go away
drink the fountain of decay
tear a hole exquisite red
fuck the rest and stab it dead

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Broken this fragile thing now.
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know

Here I go, SCREAMmy lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no ( Read more... )