--------QUIXOTIC ( Read more... )

... hey. what's quixotic mean? I don't know... It's pretty.. I'll find out and let you all know. Yeah ( Read more... )

I don't know why i am on here... I'm bored and hungry and tired ( Read more... )

Last night was alright I guess. I hung out with Stephanie, Ryan, and Josh... Stephanie kind of let me in on some things about how Ryan felt about me, and just girls in general... I guess just because Ryan doesn't like me right now, like at this very moment. doesn't mean there is not a chance... That he could change his mind, because I guess that's ( Read more... )

We ended up not getting into the show at kryptonite, but we hung with them nonetheless. It was fun and we didn't get home till 5:30... And we both had to work... Heh. Last night we hung out with Ashley and Stephanie... We went to John's house and gave him back the fog machine... We hung out there for awhile. It was nice hanging out with everyone ( Read more... )

So... getting ready to go out with Amanda... I dyed my hair. I really like it, actually. Which is weird because I usually hate when I dye my hair. But anyway. We are going to try and get into Kryptonite or whatever... John's band is having a cd release party and we want to go. He said he'd get us in. So yeah. That'll be fun ( Read more... )

Ryan and I talked last night, for a few minutes... I thought he was acting weird when I talked to him on the phone, and when I mentioned it, he said we needed to talk... So he came over and we talked... And yeah. We're just friends... I don't know. I was really starting to like him, too... But whatever. He said he just wasn't ready for anything. ( Read more... )

I don't know what I am thinking anymore...

I can't believe I am okay with this.

I'm not. I don't think I am.

God. I don't miss him anymore. I can't believe I don't miss him anymore.

Heh...

I just miss someone new...

Today was really sexy ( Read more... )

... ahh I miss her. That's all. I guess. Call me, Bailey!! Please? I really do miss you... =(

xoxo

come on now... just abuse me. just use me