i made a new lj cuz i was bored of this one

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i added you all
add me back

ok so things have gotten a little better but now i shouldn't say that because my life is a jynx. like today i was in the subway on the phone and i had service and was ike wow this is awesome that i have service and then i lost it and thought: story of my life ( Read more... )

theres always those couple of seconds right when you wake up
you dont know anything around you or in your head
you don't even know who you are
and then
every spec of information comes crashing down on you
not like a pile of bricks , or a tsunami
but something much much worse.


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i realized that i feel like im going to lose my place
and i'll just be lost in the mix again
the bad feelings are rising

yesterday i went to a really fun party at monmouth university ( Read more... )

at least i know i won't be gaining the freshman 15 because ill be walking alot. ill be losing 15 and be super hotter than dorming girs

it's 7:14 a.m. and i just returned from his house. the only thing harder than saying goodbye to him was saying goodbye twice to him. even though i just saw him and he just left today i still have this feeling of not knowing what to do with myself. i mean, for the past 8 months or so i've seen him almost everyday and he was the onl boyfriend i ( Read more... )

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