here's a long unanticipated update.

show me a picture of yourselves.
i like pictures.

[[im still not sure if im going to quit LJ]]
i just use it for commenting. ha.

<<3rita.

its funny how im FINALLY starting to notice.....

........NO ONE cares.

today well today was strange ( Read more... )

5 months.

thank fucking god.

i love you baby.

<3

( Forever. )

hullo darling,

fuck im extatic. but sort of pissy because i dont want to go to this stupid wedding. i told my dad "why do they have to get married TODAY?!" no one really wants to go because its not planned out very well and its outside. but we 'have' to. im going to miss my babe. but maybe i'll get home early and we can go to the movies or ( Read more... )

Hey kiddos,
well today was actually pretty good. i woke up really late (for me) 10! since me and alex were on the phone until like 1 but still 10?! geez. well i took a shower, ate breakfast, then josh came over and hooked up my printer, which is prett kick ass. and then i just waited around on the computer for like 4 hours ha. then alex called :D ( Read more... )

Hullo,
hmmm well today i stayed home from school. I downloaded some movies (finding nemo) and then i watched them. my dad would leave me alone. and no i almost feel worse than i did this morning. im tierd, i think. i just feel lonely everytime im not with him. man i wish bright eyes would play a show here im never going to see them. alright.

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hullo children,
  today was alex's birthday. happy birthday babe. woo, well me cristina cesar and alex just hung at his pad with his fam' (including his adorable little sister). we spent most of the time making out, it was fucking awesome. because we hardly EVER get to do that shit because of school. god fuck school man. it was pretty fun, we ( Read more... )

god, what to write?

im so heartshot. i dont understand how he could do this to me. i took a chance with all this love bull shit again, and look what happened. i suppose love is for suckers, or for the chosen few. how could he touch her and then come and be with me, god its disgusting. but i cant leave him forever. he just to big a part of me.

i ( Read more... )

today january 21st of 2004,

the day i celebrate my fourteenth year upon this earth.

o god fuck that. IT WAS FUCKING GREAT.

gen
gaby
alex
aj
conrad
leslie
brittany
alice

thank you guys so much. i fucking love you foo's.

specially my four hommies. well dion too, but he forgot my b-day! ahhh o yea. fucking jen. what ever man i give up on best friends, ( Read more... )