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<3 show last night.
     me,my babe,bobby,shaffer,erika,sydney(sp?),jen

<3 all pride aside was awesome

<3 | happy, but feeling a little lonely

<3 | content, but a little weary

<3 show next weekend too

<3 now i know he loves me

lovely hearts:4
broken hearts:1/2+1/2=1

much love foo'.

<<3rita.

<|3 back to fucking school

<3 finally got to make out again, it was one of the best.

<|3 razel gave me a little stuffed cow, its so cute.
     michael elison grabbed it from me in passing
     period after 5th and got it dirty! im gonna
     piss in his mouth. ha. that'd be nasty.

<3 mrs thorton is the coolest teacher we have

<|3 mrs stutzman should ( Read more... )

<|3 promises break, just like hearts.

<|3 at the moment im just wishing that some one would shoot me. i dont understand why things dont get better. and even when they do they just get bad again. needless to say shit sucks.

<|3 im so tierd of hurting

<|3 im so tierd of staying in the same place when i know i really want to move on.

<|3 i really dont ( Read more... )

<3 i fell apart on new years
    which is good
    because now i have a whole
    ' nother year
    to put myself
    back together.

<3 hopefully going to gen's tomorrow with cristina

<|3 no kissing foo's

<3 Sex.Love.and.Violence.

<3 gen is gorgeous.

<3 last night i took a beating.

<|3 im not a chic guys push around. alex.

<3 gonna get kinky

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i told my mom about being a "cutter"

im scared of getting sent away

im scared that even though they say they wont they will

every time i think about alex i miss him, every time i talk to him i start to lament

i miss jen so much

im complaining when no one cares, and for that matter no one reads this thing

<3 im getting my hair done on friday

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<3 still at my moms

<3 homesick but happy

<3 gonna go see lord of the rings(3) today

<3 went shopping with my grandma yesterday

<3 going to the garment district later in the week

<3 i feel really fucking weird

<3 alex........

<3 razel <3's me. (i think)

<<3rita.

if forgot my face and my music for the last entry
so thats why i posted them in this one
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Hey kiddos, im leaving today. only for about a week or so. i miss jen. gr. my mom is really late. god dam women. im going to miss all my friends because they're the shizzy hommie. i <3 you guys. oi well i dont have anything to say. i dont know if i'll get to update anytime soon. so comment comment comment! show me you <3 me too.

<<3rita.

well kidos. im not going to make my LJ all fucking fancy or what ever. but i did fix it up a little. im just posting or "updating" to figure out how this shizzy works and now ummmm.....im done.