Comments | x_auschwitz_x: my equivilence

x_auschwitz_x

my equivilence

Nov 27, 2004 01:10

My equivalence I learned today is as little as the smallest thing u can see cut in half. It is less then half of half of what u care nothing for. I am the ant at the parade that the marching band steps on constantly and then gets ran over by the cars and people that follow. I have learned that my equivalence is only good for a day and a half. And I ( Read more... )

Comments 7

rdouglas November 27 2004, 09:35:28 UTC

hey, at least you're not Wilber. cheer up!

x_auschwitz_x November 27 2004, 12:35:06 UTC

Atleast im not wilber, brilliant choice of words.

ageof_innocence November 27 2004, 09:42:45 UTC

Stop being so greedy. You know what? You can sit here and rant about how you mean nothing to anyone, and in the mean time you have a child who needs you and will one day look up to you. You are a father figure now. Stop acting like a depressed little child. You want everyone to have respect for you? Then have respect for yourself and prove them wrong.

x_auschwitz_x November 27 2004, 12:37:08 UTC

Lauren, me being depressed is who i am, it is the life i live, i can not change that, i dont demand respect from anyome cuz ive never gotten that much in the first place. I can only deal what is givin, if i do not recive ii can not give out. Yes i am a father, thats not what thsi is bout, im trying to say im dead, im no long er who i am or try to b becuase that hope was usless in the first place. im tired of loving and only loving in vaine, i should jsut go marry tanya and get my life over with, not like it truely began in teh first place.

ageof_innocence November 27 2004, 15:45:03 UTC

Somehow I knew you would reply like that.

and for the person who said, "No offense, but you shouldn't bash someone that's complaining about their life when I'm pretty sure at one point, you did the same thing."

You know, I rarely type in my journal about how depressing my life is because no one wants me. My mother gave me away, my mother is a suicidal drug addict, and I use to watch my mother get beat half to death by her junkie boyfriend... I think I have a little more to complain about. Fuck off.

x_auschwitz_x November 27 2004, 23:06:13 UTC

Lauren get the fuckin hint im fucking dying ( ... )

ageof_innocence November 28 2004, 13:53:26 UTC

You know what? All you had to do was explain that to me in person. Why you flipped out in your journal as if I'm the one who is killing you, and now you have to tell the world, I don't know. I'm sorry that you have to live like that. It's very sad, and you know that there are a lot of people who care. I'll take it as my responsibility to apologize for the, "I think I have a little more to complain about" but DO NOT sit there and yell at me like it's my fault. I was yelling more at the person who left the anonymous comment than I was commenting to you.

I don't want any more comments to this. If you want to talk to me the IM me.