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well this goes out to one of my friends...very good friends i guess you could say. i just want you to know that im not jealous of .:.him.:. he is not my type or age or intrest me in anyway at all. big brother is prob. about IT. yeah I'd say so. but anyways. the crush that goes on between you too is annoying, gets on my nerves and is very childish. ( Read more... )

Well it is Saturday March 04. Me and Andrew are stil together. It will be 3 months on March 17. So I can only hope for the best.  .:.sigh.:. I mean things get rough sometimes but who's relationship doesnt?? I mena just because 2 people in a relationship dont fight doesnt mean they dont love each other and just becuase 2 people in a relationship DO ( Read more... )

Well hello. I guess I havent had much time on here anymore. I tried to get on last night but it kep[t messing up and it wouldnt let me on. So yeah. Ya know. lol. Anyways. It is Monday and I get to go and see Amber and Amanda on Friday. The days go by soooooooo sloooooow when you want something or you actually have something to look forward to. But ( Read more... )

As quick as something is given to you it can be taken away even faster. Sad but true and yes I have learned the hard way. Iv'e learned by going down a very long, hard, bumpy, and muddy dirt road. And yes it sucks badly. And yes I hate it. But the depression I go through is more a self inflicted kinda thing. I put alot of the stuff I deal with on ( Read more... )

Well it has been a really long time sine I have been on here I know. Alot has happened...alot for the better actually. I am no longer with Blake we been broke up for awhile actually. Umm ever since 3 days after my birthday. Yeah long story...anyways. Then I started dating Chad Caperton but I broke up with him after about a month I think. Long story ( Read more... )

well Im just sitting here. I was going through my aol favorites and I came across one I renames **special** and I forgot what it was and I clicked on it and it was that song :she thinks she needs me" by Andy Griggs. Im listening to it now. That was mine and Blake's song. So Im a lil depressed right now but hey it's okay : ) Im alright. Well school ( Read more... )

Well today is Tuesday. I haven't talked to Blake since like late on Saturday night and I don't plan on talking to him anytime soon either...well ever actually. We were on the phone on Saturday and then I started talking to his little brother Zack. Any ways I was like well make sure you come to my pool party for my birthday and make sure to tell ( Read more... )

Well it is about 10:30 right now. Me and Eric went and vacuumed out his car and ran by the store and grabbed some bread. We got back about the same time mommy did. But any ways. My mood is okay I guess. For now any ways, just wait until I start looking around on the net and it reminds me of my life or how I feel or what I'm going through and then I ( Read more... )

Well it is about 3:15. Me and Eric been on E-bay all day. He was looking up some stuff for his car. He just bid on a cold-air intake. It only has about 2 hours left on it, so he is pretty confident he will win. We hope so. Him and his brother are buying ANOTHER 240 today. It is going to be for racing. So today about 5 or so were going to go get it ( Read more... )