so, this past weekend was AMAZING ( Read more... )

hm... well today would have been mine & Dave's six month anniversary, if we were still together that is ( Read more... )

--*i'm not saying that i can't live without you because i can, i just don't want to. (i paraphrased that from the movie "rumor has it" which i saw earlier today)

aside from that i miss you and i love you; & i'm never going to let go...

--well this might be a little late, but it's been on my mind a lot here recently: CHRISTmas should be viewed and celebrated as more than just another day because Jesus was more than just a man! & also my mom heard this somewhere and it makes a lot of sense, so I felt like sharing this too... while it's great to celebrate Christmas (& believe me, i' ( Read more... )

so i'm finding out that sometimes being someone's friend just completely sucks. especially when you know that you want to be more than "just friends" with that person and that you're totally in love with them no matter how much pain they've caused you and you know that quite possibly in their eyes you'll never be more than "just a friend" ever ( Read more... )

((*it's only a matter of TIME...))

Anyways, I hope everyone has a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year...

I Love You All!

I don't know my place in the world anymore. I don't know how I can be of any benefit to anyone. So, I guess once again, I'm questioning what my purpose is????? Do any of you all know ( Read more... )

here's another quote that i got from jessica. it made her cry and it made me cry also. it just explains everything that i'm going through right now perfectly ( Read more... )

well, if you all aren't up for listening to me complain and be depressed, then don't read this entry ( Read more... )

I would like to let everyone know that Dave and I are just fine now and we're back together. During these past few days, I know that many people have been praying for everything to work out between us and I'm so thankful for that. It was very difficult for both Dave and I to be apart from each other. I realized just how fortunate I am to have him ( Read more... )