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Happiness is an illusion.

kurplunk-adunk-dunk.
^this is what good moods do to bwhites^

couldn't be happier and i cant express why.
i like happy days, they're the bestestest.

youcanhavemyheart<3.

34 DAYSSSSS. :)

WELL. Let's just begin by saying this has been the LONGEST week of my life. I feel like a recap, so here we go ( Read more... )

the previous 3 posts were not about brian macchonchi, for all who are conserned. ali marza said he was suspecting it? welp, eh, no.

theyre about college boooy. kthanks.

I'm seriously not worth his time and I wish was. She is, and I wish I was in her shoes in that aspect. He doesn't even look at me as a friend at all, and I cant find a way to make things that way. I wish I knew how. My life is basically sucking tonight and I just, wish it was as easy as just telling him. Too bad if I told him I'd ruin the semi- ( Read more... )

Why am I so stupid, to ever believe he'd be interested in me? I'm so not worth it, and I guess he saw that too.

Nothing good ever happens to me.

I'm really starting to think about everything going on in my life, and I really am starting to like this guy and it scares me like hell. I really never thought anything of him for a long time, but he's changed so much. It's crazy, yes. I'm not sure what to do about it, God knows he doesn't like me. So what am I doing? This is too weird for my ( Read more... )

The curtain is closing, I need a scene change. I need to be away from all this shit for a while. I hate being called "emo" and suicidal, because people associate me with the people i am seen with, rather then getting to know me, and i cant take much more of it. ive lost numerous friends because of this, and i miss them a lot. people treat me like ( Read more... )

You know, I'm starting to look at this whole "I might be moving" as a good thing. I'm fed up with all this shit, it's such bull, just fucking learn to talk without arguing and bringing up the past to make the other feel bad. We aren't 5 anymore ladies, time to retract the claws and be civilized ( Read more... )