i must say today hasn't been bad... given it's only 12:24 pm. my money won't get to me til after the 31st though and THAT dampens my mood ( Read more... )

cock cookie and swimming with old friends never felt (or tasted) so splendid. with maddy and jo-anna it's a dynamite combo ( Read more... )

so it goes ( Read more... )

this anxeity really has taken a hold of me the last few weeks, making a lot of things impossible. like- relaxing. i can't ignore it cause the thoughts then attack my stomach and chest if i try to push things away from my head. i'd like to be able to not think about things repeatedly over and over in my head every few minutes. i wish i didnt make to ( Read more... )

this anxeity is crippling.

so um yeah. fuck you wv state. fuck you hard.

all in all the summer wasn't a complete waste. i mean- i stopped REALLY habits (and had a lesson taught to me in the process), i got a better job, school is going to happen this semester (however my schedule is gonna blow), i became close to a few important people (derek, maddy, rucca, michael, and a few others), grew an incredible attachment to ( Read more... )

ian has declared victory over bo.

death-mix (1) bo (0) 
pitcher of tequilla and lime (1) ian (.5) and bo (0)

UC taught him nothing. he needs another go at it if he can't stay attentive while performing "acts" without building nest on my hip and passing out cold in the middle of so called acts. yeah..... he fell dead asleep.

and that is why i love him ( Read more... )

so i think i have jealousy issues or something along those lines. like if he ever gets the chance to go out- i want him to call me or stop by for a second or something... and thats dumb considering how much i see him i guess. but i cant help but seem upset at the thought of him NOT calling or stopping by for a second. im not sure how healthy that ( Read more... )

FUCK. it just erased EVERYTHING ( Read more... )