he talks in maths.

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i wasnt quite as nervous about this paper until i saw that hannah was nervous. when hannah freaks out for me over something, ive got a pretty good idea that im already screwed. 8-10 pages, 15 sources, at least 5 of which must be scholarly journals, 150 note cards, bibliography. due monday, may 17. how far along am i? well... i checked out some

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[isaura]

Papers. When I'm in work mode, reading what is required of your paper registers as an hour, maybe two. But then I snap out of it and realize it's for school. o.O What? No way. But then again, I'm the farthest away from "academic" as they come.

White shoes? And no strapless dresses? What? Weird. Makes me dislike school even more, makes me glad I decided to drop out.

And I'm still placing names with the people in your life, but I'm making progress. Soon I'll have this figured out.

Strength, self-sufficiency, character and determination - all things I have learned through the things I have experienced. I'm glad we share that in common.

Loads of luck on your research paper.

(One last thing, this is the second time I've seen you refer to yourself as Megan, this question probably makes me an ass, but why do I think of you as Lei? Kick my ass and set me straight, I hate being confused like this.)

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((laughs)) no, that question does not make you an ass, isaura. it was all intentional that you should do so, so i suppose that is only a success on my part. i used lei as an abbreviated portion of my middle name to serve as an alias in case my parents ever stumbled upon my journals. i just dont care much anymore. megan is my first name. lei(gh) is my middle.

[isaura]

{sighs with relief} Alright, that makes sense - and anything that keeps me from feeling insane is good. So what shall I refer to you as? I still think of you as Lei..

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you can refer to me as whatever youd like. ((shrugs)) there are plenty of people who have known that information for a very long time and still call me lei. it certainly doesnt bother me, and its quite understandable for one to stick with what they know. whatever youd like.