today was such a fucked up day. i started classes again, felt extremely sick, found out there was a warrant out for grizzles arrest, called in to work, spent the entire morning in tears over jake, spent the entire afternoon in his company, and then celebrated with him when the judge decided to revoke the warrant. it was a close fucking call. we ( Read more... )

after a long, long talk last night from about 1am until something like 10 or 11 this morning...

nathan and i are together.

yes, another update. call me obsessive. mmm obsession...

okay, not really. i dont think ive ever not smiled so much that my face has hurt. until now, i mean. im not trying to scowl. i think my subconcious is taking complete control. probably so as i give the rest of me little to nothing to go on. no food, nothing to drink, no emotions ( Read more... )

had my thermostat changed yesterday. grizzle did it for free. actually, three gizzles did it for free. on his way to bring my car back, the car overheated at a stop sign. drastically. so bad that he said it could not be driven any further lest a rod be slung through the engine block. he found oil spraying out from under the valve cover. it was ( Read more... )

NYE was a blaze. i broke a lotta hearts (no really, im a bad person), went to a hot kegger in athens with all my lovely locals there, got fucked up from 10am to 5am non-motherfucking-stop, and there were all kinds of social interactions, so to speak. it definitely goes down in past-party history as a story to tell, but it was the weirdest fucking ( Read more... )

fuck... i havent been this tired in a long time. like, last night or something. its probably because i dont eat and ive slept about two hours in the past two days while being on my feet for something like 19 of the past 48 hours and enduring forced social interaction. not complaining, just stating the facts ( Read more... )

ah motherfuck. how can i possibly be expected to get up in the morning and make decisions? i mean, asking me to choose something to wear.......... come on, people, give me a break. ill be glad when i finally get that ugly, trippy, dizzying uniform shirt so i dont have to stare blankly at all my own clothing wondering what looks presentable today. [ ( Read more... )

so what was this? was it make-up sex? were we just going out with a bang? he kept saying he missed me. he kept looking at me the way he used to, with that endearing, warm glow in his eyes and smile. it was exactly how it used to be, and that was nice. i enjoyed sleeping next to him and being held by him. i always slept so well and so much more ( Read more... )

uh oh. i may have just made a mistake. my grandparents have left me alone in the house for the weekend... and now jt is coming over. coming over and staying the night. im not sure what i was thinking. hes been calling me every night for something like the past week and asking me to come sit in his hot tub with him, and each time ive avoided his ( Read more... )

that's right, going semi-public again. its so difficult for me to remember to click that little friends option anyway. so fuck it, right?

AvilleBigDawg86 [2:12 PM]: nice pics ide do u
now, that's "I'd do you" for those of you who don't know the lingo
and the pictures hes referring to are the ones on this aol profile
IndigoElegy [2:12 PM]: no, you ( Read more... )