I fucking love Brittany to death. I GET TO GO TO THE MALL WITH JAMES TOMORROW. & We're gonna play DDR && stuff. OMG i cant wait. I fucking love that kid, too.

Brittany + James= my lifeee.

My dad said yes about taking me to Six Flags on Friday with Brittany && maybe Jenna. THATS GONNA BE SO FUN omgg<3

Life is excellent at times.

I havent updated in a while... Well, not much has been going on. Ive been sick, yes again, for the past week. My voice has been off&& on. Its annoying. Im exhausted as hell. I wish my mum would go look at houses so i could get out of here, but at the same time i wanna stay badly. I dont wanna move 45 minutes away! That ruin my relationship with ( Read more... )

So everythings happening to fast. Brittany apoligized today. But before she did, she wrote a really mean note. I guess people told her to give it to me & calling her a chicken if she didnt give it to me. If it were me in her place, i wouldve been like "Id rather be a chicken then hurt my friends feelings." But whatever. It made me cry. & maybe it ( Read more... )

These mood swings are driving me crazy.

Its weird.. I can always sense when someonei care a lot about is feeling down. Even if its on the computer & their acting normal i can tell when their down. It bugs me when someone i like a lot is down. Then im bound to feel like shit. Specially if i ask them whats bothering them & they say theyll tell me ( Read more... )

Went to school today. Felt like shit. Stupid allergies. Mine are horrible. & i have no meds for them. Everyone else in the house does cept me :[[
But yah. So i was sneezing all day & shit & my eyes were watery and itchy. It was just annoying. I made it to the beginning of 3rd block & i texted my mum. So she picked me up & i slept all day. & been ( Read more... )

Im fucking sick of shit. I sware i sware people love pissing me off. Its so fucking obvious.

I went outside to talkto my dad & mom. Yah, my dad is actully here. I havent seen him in forever. So we were talking and all i asked was "hey dad when can i come over to your house & we can redo my room" hes like "lol, you dont like the baby wallpaper" im ( Read more... )

So this is prolly the first happy entry ive written. Had a boring day. Everyone was out & had nothing to do. So me & indie basiclly cleaned the house the whole day. So now its all clean :D
I fell asleep mad early prolly like @ 6:30. Now im wide awake like whoaa. My friend Brendon just drove over & me, him & indie hung out. It was kinda boring since ( Read more... )

Im so fucking lame. I hate myself. Everything is pissing me off. Ive just been a mess & no matter how hard i try to stay happy it doesnt work.
I wish saying goodbye was a lot easier than it is.

& a lot of you dont know what i mean by that. It seems everytime im not with him im a mess. Im just totally out of control. I dont know what to do with myself ( Read more... )

So Today, had a busy day at school. & im fucking failing gym. Which is lame. But yah.. Brittany came home with me.

Teh original plans were sposed to be Brittany comes home with me & i meet indie & kevin here & we all play DDR all day. But turns out my dad came over & picked up me, Brittany, the sis & bro and we went to eastfield mall. I played lots ( Read more... )

Ive been thinking a lot. & im sick of this. I always do something wrong. Or mess up. & its getting me nowhere. & the fact im involved in all of this drama is not helping. Im not mentioning any names, & for the ones that are closed to me know who im talking about. But yah, this is why ive been kind of weird...

So I went out with this kidd. & he was ( Read more... )