Ps kids. I'm still here. i still read all ur guy's posts. love.

ive discovered that one could possibly make a living being attractive. i plan to persue that career. thank you.

i am 18 years old. no longer a child.

18 in 8 days!

looks like i'm going to be working for Macy's again. ugh. oh well. hope its not as bad as last time. at least they pay weekly. and i made more there than at my most recent job. hmmm... wish me luck!

i will be 18 in 20 days.

i dont know what to do I DONT KNOW WHAT TO FUCKING DO.

the one thing i want is the one thing thats is hurting me the most. hes a fucking drug. im obsessed with him not because i love him, but because i'm addicted.

peace gone.

emmie help

its a scary thought but i think its true.
its just like, you get to a point where you realize that giving and giving is getting you nothing.
unappreciated for your efforts to go see them.
unappreciated for your efforts to "fix things".
when someone doesnt even want to try to improve a bad relationship, what does that say?
i think i'm stepping into that ( Read more... )

the countdown is on.

3 months 28 days till im 18.

oh and my license is suspended for 30 days. yay.

and my boyfriend is stressed and depresed. woo fuckn hoo.

( MY WEEKEND! ;-) )