my final farewell.

[x_imperfect_x]

im sitting in my computer chair thinking, with millions of thoughts going through my head. when i think about it, i ended our relationship so abrubtly. i have this horrible feeling that you hate me. and that hurts. you and i will never be the same, i know that and you know that. i will always love you, no matter what. but, i dont want to be with

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[adjustingurcup]

im soo glad u finally got that out...u really needed to

[lilrawkstar178]

i am supposed to comment on this but i dont know what to say.before this we had no relationship what soever.but now????what are we???i dont hate you at all.you're not an enemy but i cant call u my friend...i just cant,and i am sorry....it's just weird at the moment.i am makin this weird and i know this but i cant deal with it.i thought that this would bring closure for me about yall...but i just feel more insecure than ever....i am sorry but i am just not capable of being this mature and being friends in the end...thats not how i handle things.i become verrrrry effected by things and this has deeply effected me....i cant ignore this....something tells me to just forget it.there are too many problems but i dont know...i love him and it's too late.

[x_imperfect_x]

honestly anna, i couldnt be much of your friend either..because your with him. you have no reason to feel insecure. i will never try to take him away from you. dont worry about things, things will calm down pretty soon. i promise.

[_easemymind_]

poopie head!!! lol I loveee you

-QUESTION... what is lilrawk whatever lil Justin new girl!? hm..
interesting

Im glad you got that out it was something you needed to do very badly!!

Thank you for the <3 to <3 on Saturday night lol!!!
I trust you..
and I know you trust me
keep your head up!!
xoxox
<3

[x_imperfect_x]

yes it is...

i love you ms belinda! =)

[_easemymind_]

lol..
well..
theres some people.. you date... and you NEVER get over them... Even though you say you are... you never fully get over them.... Its that simple.. and I guess... shes never been in love to understand that whole concept... lol
o well
its cool
i love ya!!!
xoxo
<3

[lilrawkstar178]

if you cant be my friend because i am with him wouldnt u say that u're not over him?

[x_imperfect_x]

no, that says that i just cant be your friend because your dating him. simple as that.

[whenimqueen]

(sorry its taken me so long to comment. my computer has been SOO slow and mean lately.)

that was beautiful katie. i know how hard it is, to not be able to tell the him yourself how you feel, and sometimes talking to your friends just isnt enough (hell look at all the times ive wrote to cheyne on my lj), dont ever stop writing to him, well.. atleast until it doesnt hurt anymore.

and fuck that bullshit. you dont owe ANYONE your friendship OR an explanation. if you are or arent over justin is no ones business but yours. he belonged to YOU first, and a real important part of you still belongs to him.

im here for you love.
<33333
your french fry

[x_imperfect_x]

thank you sweetheart.

i love you too!