yeah so today i stayed home from school today and im completely bored out of my mind..u wuld think today might be good since i just got to sit around and do nothing all day but im acually kinda depressed..i feel so fat..and i know i have no right to complain about something that i dont try my hardest to change but w/e i gotta start doing pilates ( Read more... )

yeah i havent written in a while so i decided it was time to stop being lazy and update..uhmm nothing new has really been going on..on friday joseph michael came over for the day and that was lots of funnn..he got to meet like my whole family and blah blah blah..we went uptown for a little bit bc joey had to. lol neway. then we watched finding nemo ( Read more... )

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last night jessie slept over and we watched the blair witch project and got really scared..i dont remember that movie bein so freaky lol..anywayy jessie jsut left and tomorrow shes leavin me for a whole week to go on her cruise to bermuda =[ ..and joeys at strawberry park until next friday so im basicaly all alone because i only have like 3 friends ( Read more... )

ughh u noe those days where u feel rely ugly?..today is one of them for me - oh joy. its so icky outside and i just feel so blah..idk its not gna be a good day i can tell already.. i dont have plans and i proboly wont get any by the end of the day so ill end up sitting around my house all day, again. what an exciting life i live.

today was my sisters bday at chuck e cheese and it was prety fun..i looove bein around my uncle jay and all of them bc theyre always so funny..my sister is the cutest thing in the whole world lol she was afraid of chuckie tho..i felt so badd..neways after that we went back to my daddys then to crab meadwo and then wendys and then back to my dads ( Read more... )

i woke up early today and cleaned my room..not that ne one cares lol and now it feels like the day is over but its only like 12:30ish..last night i really realized how much jessica means to me and i started to feel really bad knowing all the shit ive done to her in the past and when i told her i didnt want to be her friend anymore and just..ughh i ( Read more... )

grr..i woke up early again - whatever im used to it by now..uhmmm idk whats been going on lately ; nothin really..im goin to the movies today to see the notebook!!! ahh im so excited that movie looks so good..im prob guna cry wen i see it bc im a fag lol - i swear if this movie sucks as bad as the village did im never going to the movies again.. ( Read more... )

i have no idea whats wrong with me..everything is going so good..but yet im being all depressed and gay still..i dont understand myself and i hate talking to people about it because im sure they get sick of hearing me complain all the time ; i know its all i ever do..but i just feel like i cant be happy and i dont understand it because everything ( Read more... )

JOE'S NOT MOVING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YAY!!! my joseph gets to stay here!! ahh ive never been so happy in my entire life!! i love you joe xooxoxo sfbff aaf!!!<333