When I was little my father told me that someday I would love someone the way that he loves my mother. He told me that I would always want to be with them, and i would cry everytime i missed them. He said that when i found this person, i should never let them go..
..then why did he leave?

I had the most fucked up dream last night ( Read more... )

That was one hell of a weekend.

Friday::
After school, went to Jons with Amanda because i didnt have a ride home. Then Amandas mommy brought me home and i went out with Michael <33 We sat on his uncles couch and watched Dazed & Confused, and just lying there with him was the most perfect feeling that i have ever had in my life. Then i went home ( Read more... )

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&& at this point, i just want him to hold me.
i think hes the only person that can make me feel better, and i really need that right now.
I hate missing you this much.

FUCK YOU!!
I FUCKING HATE YOU!!!!!

i love him.

I know that I am not the best girlfriend either ( Read more... )

I dont even see why i try with you ( Read more... )

I lOVE HIM!!!!!

&& hunni, i know i have my issues with all that "pushy" shit.. but i cant help it... not after what Keith did to me.....
i think you may just have to deal with it..
but i love you, and i do trust you....................
&& YOU ARE ABSOLUTELY AMAZING!!!!!!

((ps.. dont worry about tonight.. i was nervous as well))