Well, I'm grounded for like...ever! Just a week, but no phone, car, or people. A stupid thing happened, and its stupid to even bring up but whatever. Yesterday I had my cheerleading banquet, and then after that I met with Ryan, Joe, and Scat up Buttermilk. We hung out there for awhile, and then went to the park to play basketball. Courtney came a ( Read more... )

Well, a lot has progressed over the past couple of days. Me and Ryan really sat down and talked, and now everything is fine. I explained the way I felt, and about the way he had been lately.. He didn't even realize until I told him I just didn't feel comfortable wiht him anymore. That kind of got to him a little bit, cause he knew that for once in ( Read more... )

I really wish I could understand just what you think of, and what goes through your mind. You are probably one of the most shallowest people I have ever met in my life.. I seriously hate you so much, you have know idea what your doing to me. Fuck you..your so not even worth it ( Read more... )

My birthday was on Tuesday..It pretty much sucked! I got dicked over by a few people, and it was just all around pretty depressing ( Read more... )

First of all..Can I just inform you that I have been feeling the most bestest feeling known to man..First of all..Us 4! Nothing better..Laur, this even beats hangin down by the river side...you know =) LoL-yeah, but thats old news..Knowing what we know, and how us 4 feel towards each other is something I never want to loose..EVER! I really like ( Read more... )

I give up people.. I give up on Lauren..I give up on Ryan, I give up on ____ ( Read more... )

Well, all I can say is..I adore him to the point where its just crazii insane fludderbyes constantly..When I think of him, when I see him, when he holds me...grr, I just wish things were going to be okay, and I didn't have to fear anything..just have him, all to myself...but I can't!okay, well.. I was thinking awhile ago..I'm seriously done helping ( Read more... )

Last night was pretty much...really fun! Went to Donut Connection as usual, but I brought Kara and Colin..only Nick and a bunch of old people were there..Then Zack, Anthony, Harry, Louie, JAred, and Mikle showed up.. I brought Kara and Colin home, and then came back. One or two people seemed a little unhappy or suprised that I was there..oh well, ( Read more... )

Well, someone is pretty much fucking with my live journal... I gave my password to someone.. what the fuck is your problem you bitch! Why did you change my shit? Grow the fuck up!

I suck at life... I hate myself.