FRIDAYS RULE ( Read more... )

so yeah i was like sick all weekend cuz im a dope and got myself dehidrated... lol it wasent fun... i had a 102.3 temp at school... oops... haha... idc... but yeah it gave me a lot of time to think and my heads all clear now and im happy again... i like being happy... its a good fealing ( Read more... )

i have 100,000,000 things to say to you and 99% of them are I LOVE YOU rhe other 1% are the nastyest things ive ever said to anyone... and there all for you... you probably wouldnt except them... just like you rejected me... im sick of promised... re doing a promis is the same as breaking it... and how do i know you wolnt break this one too? i ( Read more... )

2 emotions swirling around one indiscrabable... the other worry... i wish i could make you feel better couz... i wish i could have done something when we were kids... i wish i could be with you and tell you everythings gonna be ok... JESUS LOVES YOU and so do i... im sorry... im sorry...

im floating on a cloud kkowing your holding it up... thank you so much!

thaks you for following me threw that week... i was wrong... i couldnt live with out you!!!

i need a week away from you... please dont folow me... dont talk to me... just for one week... let all my memories of you FADE with the wind on the beach... let me relax in the joy of My New life... the one where i pretend that i dont remember the past... the one were i make up my future... the one i know is a LIE

teenagers are sooo depressing... i mean come one life aint that bad and if you act happy soon it wolnt be an act... trust me i know, i mean at work i have to act happy and if i wasent happy when i came or even if i was i will always be happy when i leave... so yeah acting becomes reality ( Read more... )

*and its just hard to forget how good you were to me... and how good youll be to others... and how stuped i was... and how i wish i would have never heard "were over" come from your lips that used to carress mine... but hey life goes on and so do i... but now i am more scarred... i dont wanna become that attached agian... i cant go threw this ( Read more... )

Xan got new cloths today and she looks HOTT!!! i cant wait till we go to the Beach!!!!!! omgh andrea we are gonna have soooo much fun!!!! i cant wait!!!!! :D!!!

xans in a good mood... dont know why but i wasent 4th period... who konws...

xan out!