so life is good because it has done a 180, but im still adam....thats how you know a change is good...when everything changes and you havent lost a thing!
so in the past few weeks i have gotten a new

-girlfriend
-job
-car

and you know what,...i think thats pretty damn good.....

adam/loki has hit a breaking point....i have a girlfriend...and she is great and you knwo what? i still dont believe in love..haha...i pray i never have to say those 3 fatal words to anyone ever again...now im not gonna lie...i do like andrea alot...but im not going to let this get serious, neither of us needs that right now...fuck that....im just ( Read more... )

....it will show your mind that you havent a mind

i love life.....and everyone in it

im happy . . .
       b/c there is this girl
and she said i stole her heart
        . . . and you know what?
                       she's got mine too

i just got down sending nicole a long ass e-mail because we kinda got in a fight...she insist im being selfish and i shouldnt be preaching the word because soemtimes i get mad at God....she says i need to give my life to him and he will take care of it and i need to live through him ( Read more... )

if the world died in my arms, i couldnt look at God and ask why did he let this happen...

so why is it that i cant blame him for the bad things in life...but i have to look to him for strength ...why cant i be mad at him but he can be mad at me...i dont like parental figures...i do like friends...

FUCK THIS LIFE...

i turned down coricidin and pot tonight....

i made things slightly ok with jon

pretty sure i fucked up things more with me and nicole :(

im making a new friend (carae)

i think im going to be ok...
(i hope)

i dont think God is too mad at me,..

my car is about to blow up...

i have 15 dollars untill wednesday

i dont think im as faithful as i should be....and it bothers me.but in the same sense i dont care at all ( Read more... )

livejournal has become like a battelfield ( Read more... )