gah, i am so bored.  i don't have anything to do.  there is nothing to do.  okay, here just a update on my life so far.  my ex-boyfriend won't talk to me, and he always talks to me, and well...he knows me pretty well, and right now, i need somebody to talk to, and nobody will listen to me, but he listens to me all the time, and well...he won't talk ( Read more... )

grr...i want a boyfriend so bad.  just someone who will hold me when i'm cold, sad, or when i just want to be held.  i want a boyfriend who can and will break down all the walls i have built over the past years.  i want a boyfriend who will be there of me whenever he can.  i want a boyfriend who will give me my space when i want it.  i want a ( Read more... )

okay, i'm sorry to say this, but i hate Live Journal.  it sucks.  i just had to change my password 3 freakin times, and live journal sent me over 7 e-mails for one passwords.  grr.  okay, yes, i am pissed off, but blame my mother for that...as usual.  okay, onto other buisness.  here is a few poems i made.  they are copyrighted, so do not take ( Read more... )

Merry Christmas and all that good stuff.  Here is my gift to all of you.  it's nothing bad, but it is fun to do when you are bored to death.  i swear to you though, it's nothing bad.  hope you all have fun.  i don't know if it will work, but just click the link and find out for yourselves.  if it doesn't, then i'm sorry.    http://members.aol.com/ ( Read more... )

okie doke, yayness for me.  i went to the surgeon today for my follow up and everything, and i told him that i was still having back pains.  so he told me a few possibilities of what it could be, and he told me that he was gonna have me take a few more tests to see exactly what it is.  okay.  two of the test are Wed, and the other one is Thursday ( Read more... )

*sighs* i'm about ready to just give it all up.  everytime i try my best to tell my parents that my side is still hurting, and the operation didn't do anything to help ease my pain, they always excuse me, and tell me to stop crying about it, but i'm sorry if my side hurts like a bunch of needles stabbing me in the side over and over again.  it ( Read more... )

*sighs* i don't know what to do anymore.  i don't know if i should break up with my boyfriend, or if i should keep dating him, and see what happens.  i think i should end the relationship, just in case.  because, i started dating him about two and a half years ago, and at that time, i was pretty deep in my depression.  so i think i might have been ( Read more... )

it sucks when your mom listens to someone else instead of you.  it sucks when your mother doesn't believe you, but they will believe someone else.  what i mean is i told my mom that the computer has a virus in it, that is slowly using up all of the computer's memory space, and there are about 5,000 or more little viruses in the computer.  nothing ( Read more... )

hey, i'm Lisa.  i'm new to this whole livejournal thing.  i'm sort of used to greatestjournal.  umm...let's see.  there is pretty much nothing for me to talk about, so i'm gonna go.  i might go make a few changes to my journal, so who knows.  alrighty, well i'm out then.  later