Derrie-----Hey GuurrrrL!----------------------------what is up my sista!!!!I am invisible!GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA--member!hayaaa-----well i dont no what to say!!!I saw the sign...........you are a kool cat to hang out with!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I AM TIRRED ( Read more... )

HAVE NOt updated in like 34530495890547670 yrs. anyways, living with the same shit day by day....all the time. I miss everybody. Linds we hasd the best time ever when i went up <3 I missed that a lot. Wow Well yesterday i did the whole day of silence thing.I had fun i guess. this one motherfucker was like I dont believe that. I WAS LIKE YEAH WELL ( Read more... )

I miss out on so much good shit in my life, why did i have to come here? I seriously thought i had a good life.it wasnt the greatest but what the fuck,i hate this i have nothing here, i do nothing, i see no one, i feel like im fucking lost. theres no one to talk to anymore, god damn it. i hate this, i feel like im always being told what to do,i ( Read more... )

i hate bsing unwanted. well im not comletely unwanted or anything but i get what i usually dont want ( Read more... )

School delay-2 hrs ( Read more... )

shit i dont want to go to the homecoming game, Amanda wants me to go hmm i only go to school if i have to. im not going to homecoming tomorrow either.hhao well, only sorta got asked by one person,toooo bad for the fat kiddd ( Read more... )

I need to go party.

im stuck.if you know what im talking about then youll understand. Its like an effing weight on my shoulders.i hope i never end up like her. I dont even want to be by her. Im so ashamed.i can tell she rather take one last swig then one last look at me,at ellan at anyone we all thought she cared about. I dont like writing these kind of entrys and i ( Read more... )

I swear day by day i grow sadder,theres always something im missing,some kind of shadowed pain some kind of visible pain.i swear that i will always go day by day being jealous of someone.it sucks. it shouldnt be like that. Im too fat,im ugly,im stupid the bad part of it really is that i know im all those things.Im not a good learner, listener, ( Read more... )

This is for you, my best friend ( Read more... )